What i've done? What should i have done? What's the right thing should be done?
This things keep running around my head this lately. Yaa, since i've started my final exam last few days. I just need to do the best. The best for me. The best for mak and abah. The best for everyone. Just after both my parents sacrifice everything for me.
Shouldn't i repay them with something? Well, at least my super duper flying colors result.
I think i should to. But, what have i done for them? Nothing actually.
Let see. My UPSR's result. 5A's. I can say they proud of me with this result. When it comes to PMR's. Still 5A's. I've lost 3 A's. I can see a little dissapointed in abah's eye. It just that he doesn't show it. Just to make me feel better. It supposed i'm the one who need to make him better. It's my fault not getting what he was hoping for. And for the coming SPM? What will i get? I don't wanna let them down.
He's right. We should focus more on our studying just for this one whole year. The year which will decide everything. Our future. Our life. Everytings. I have to take this. I'm a strong girl. I can do this.
I'm not going to lose him. Insyaallah.
