Saya tension. Sangat tension. Sangat sangat tension. Nampak muka tension tu? Geram ni. Geram. Grr
I've read this one blog just now. Well her expression of feelings. You know.. Bout her boyfriend i guess. But somehow, most of her post gave me inspiration. I love to have a blogwalking at her blog. Those are great expression of feelings she had. I'm admiring her. Truly.
Me? What can i expressed through this blog. A lot of things actually. But not all we can share with others. Some are too mainstream. People can easily get it wrong. Itu bahaya. I hate that. Thinking of what i had go through before and all those experienced that i had. It just get me afraid of nahhh, i dont exactly know what i afraid of. Afraid of losing perhaps. No, i dont want that to happened. But hey. I've go through that before. I've lose people i loved before. So whats the matter? Not a big deal right?
Right but then, its hurt. I'm tired of getting hurt. I just dont want to get hurt. Get me? Some said people changed. We denied it at first. In few months or years later? Who knows? We can't predict what god had decided for us. We have no right to do that. We can only planned. And i dont know what the hell is happening to me tonight. Why i'm feeling this way? Yeah maybe it just because of my tensed. It's actually an afraid of taking papers but it changed to afraid of losing someone. Lol. Just a stupid crap. Ignore me.
Nak release tension jom tengok bola. Gomo ATM gomo.