12.11.12

If only...

Kaira is the only daughter in the family. She's living with her family and growing up with her three brothers even since she was small. She loves all her brothers and the most, her third brother, Ady. He's the closest one to Kaira. Kaira knew that Ady is just an adopted but still, she assume him as his real brother. And because of that, one of her other brother, Alex always get jealous of him. It's not because he get less attention than Ady, it's because of Kaira always be on Ady's side every time they both get into a fight and she keeps blaming Alex if anything bad happens to Ady. It's true that most of the disaster that happened to Ady is Alex's fault and that brings him to anger that she can smells all his plan. Unlike his first brother, Aaron, he is such a lovely and caring person towards his younger. He always take a good care of his brothers and sister and he never hate Ady like Alex did. He always gave a slow talk to Alex to stop hating and getting Ady's into trouble but Alex won't listen. He ignored all those advices. He is such a hard headed person. Same goes to her mother, Ketty. She don't really like Ady either. And keep blaming him for anything that happened toward their family. For example, when her husband get into trouble in his business matter. She keep saying that it's all Ady's fault that had brought a bad luck into their family. She the only one who always back up Alex in hating Ady. And her father, a successful business man, he always went out for business. He's the one who decided to take Ady's as their son when he found him by the street when he were out for business in some other country.

Kaira is now 20 years old. She is no longer a baby girl who can always complain to his father if she get disturbed from all her brothers. She can't have all her toys with her now. And supposed, she can't get to close to Ady like how she did 10 years ago. But still, to her, it's not even a matter. Ady is her brother. Why can't she get closed to him like how she get close to her other brothers. One day, when she get home from her college, Ady texted her. Saying that he want her to get to some place but on her own as he already get to that place earlier. So Kaira get changes as fast as she could and quickly get into the car and asked the driver to drove her to the place that Ady had texted. "It is such a wonderful place. What a sweet garden" That's what had came out from Kaira's mouth once she reached the place. She tried to look for Ady but he wasn't there. She started to key in Ady's number when Ady suddenly came from her back and tied her eyes up with a pink soft handkerchief. He took her hand and bring her to one location. He then open her eyes. Kaira was mesmerised by a tree infront of her. It is such a beautiful medium tree beautifully appointed by Ady. He hang some cute dolls on it and there's Kaira's name on the tree. He designed it very well. He even hung up a colorful little light all around the tree. It totally absolutely beautiful. Kaira went around the tree and he took a card which is tied by the tree at the top of it. It wrote "Hi my little angel. You must be weird why i'm doing this when it's not even your birthday. Well, i'm just doing this for fun. I know you love surprises. You are now a grown up girl. I think you can know think more deeper, i mean being more matured. Well lets not talk bout that. I love you. You always brighten my day ever since we were small. You always there with me. Playing with me. I want you to know that no matter what, i will always love you my little sister. Please don't forget me and promise me you will take a good care of yourself when i'm not there by your side. And if you were missing me, you can always call out my name. If i can't come to you, you always need to know that i always being there. Inside your heart. Don't forget to show your smile everyday the way i like. I love you" Kaira then turn around to look for Ady. But he wasn't there. She felt weird. Why does suddenly Ady's wrote that kind of letter to her? Where is he going? She suddenly felt like wanted to cry so badly. But she hold it.

It's 10 in the night. Ady still not at home. She already waited for him for almost 2 hours since she get home. She thought Ady's already home. But he's not. She even tried to call him for many times but none of the call was picked up. She then decided to get into her room and get changed while waiting for her beloved brother. And she found a pink letter on her bed. It's a flip A4 paper with short note wrote "I'll be back for you sis. I promise. But for now, let it go this way. I'm not leaving you. Never will. If only you know how much i love you but not as.... Bye" A tears drop from her eyes. "Is this the reason why he planned such a nice surprised for me? What does he means by he'll be back? Where is he going? And the worst, what does he mean be saying bye? Is this a separation? Why so sudden? What is this? What is this?!" She said sadly.

It's been almost 5 years since she's been left by Ady. No calls. No news at all. She felt sad. She cried almost everyday just because of him. Waiting for his comeback. Or at least, his call. She missed him so much. But that was before. She's now totaly hating him. She hate Ady for leaving him without news. To him, Ady's had broke his promise saying that he'll come back to her. Saying that he is not leaving Kaira. But yet, 5 years had passes and he didn't even gave a sign that he's missin her too like she did. Kaira even stiil don't know why Ady's leaving so sudden. None of her family members know the reason. To her, Ady's was dead. Ady was not in her life anymore. But deep inside her heart, she's still loving him. How can she forget the boy who had been with her for almost all the time long time ago. And she is actually still waiting for Ady's return. He want to meet Ady before she's getting married. Kaira is getting married in just a few days. With someone her mother had decided. Her future husband is one of her colleagues. She knew him for almost three years. She never love him. But to forget Ady. She have to love him. And she always keep trying to love him.

One day, when Kaira and her fiancee were doing some dressing for their marriage outfit, she saw someone and the guy seems so similar to someone he knew. She stared at the guy for quite a long time until the guy leaves the boutique. She wanted to go after the guy but then she was in a wedding dress. How can she went out the boutique wearing that. And it happened again when she found him sitting next to her desk in a restaurant. She tried to get closed to him without ignoring her fiancee who sat just front of him. She straightly asked the guy what is his name. The guy seems a little startled. The guy then make an excuse to leave that place. He then leave. Kaira go after him and shouted to him "Is that easy you can now forget me just like that? Ady.." The guy stopped for a moment. A he continued walking. Without turning back. Her's fiancee than come after her, pulling her hand and said "Who is him? Why are you chasing after him?" and she slightly said "He just someone that i used to know" and she walked away with tears.

It's the day. The day when she's gonna be someone's wife. Leaving all her old life. And start to love someone new in her life. She was in white beautiful dress. With a shiny crown on her hair. She is totally beautiful on that day. All of her friends and relatives were there. And she is alone in the room. Sitting on a stool infront of her makeup desk. She looks her own face in the mirror. Saying to herself "If only i can smile as what you like, Ady. If only you can be with me right now. If only you can be the groom.. Yes i love you Ady. Not as a brother. I love you even more than that. I miss you so much. But you left me..." and her phone ringing. She picked it up. A called from anonymous. "Wait for me. I'm coming for you. I love you Kaira. I have thousands explanation for this. Please wait. Don't go for some other guy" she startled. "Ady..." she said, with tears. "It's too late. Bye" she hung up. Then Ady called her again and again and she is not picking it up even once. She can't stop crying. She locked the door so no one can come into her room. She wanted to wait for Ady. But she wasn't sure that's the right thing to do. She keeps crying and crying until one of her friends knock the door calling her out. She keep in silence. She can't speak. She is too sad. Her phone then ringing again. It's a called from her friend. Lily. She don't want to pick it up but something inside her told her to pick it up as something important need to be told.

"It's not his fault. He's leaving not because he wanted to leave you. He's looking for her biological mother outside the city. And on his way, he get into an accident. Hit by a car and fortunately he saved. It just that he had lost his memory. He can't remember everything. And i don't know how he's now living with one of my dad worker. I found him yesterday, when i was following my dad to hospital visiting him. I don't even know that was him. And at the time, he already get back his memory. He can remember everything. He back to normal. And one of the nurse there said, the first word he said when he get conscious is, Kaira. It's your name Kaira. Your name. Please trust me. He is now on his way to your home. Please stop the wedding. He loved you more than a sister. I know you felt the same thing either. Please Kaira." Kaira cried even louder. She then leave the room and get into her car and drove it straight away looking for Ady. Everyone in the house we startled looking at her. They tried to stop her but she too fast.

While she drove the car through the corner, something bad happened. She hit a car who came towards her car. A taxi. And too bad, Ady was on it. The two cars crashed so badly. And all of them were badly injured. Kaira, Ady and even the driver. They then were sent to hospital. Kaira is in a bad condition. Ady get conscious earlier than Kaira. He supposedly can't walked, but he push himself to get to Kaira's room which is next to him. She is still unconscious. He get close to Kaira's bed. Looking Kaira's lying down injurtly on the bed. He hold her hand. A drop of tears falling down through his cheeks. He then put his head next to Kaira's body. And said "If only i didn't leave you. If only i stay with you all this while. If only.." Suddenly Kaira's hand moved. Ady looked at her. She looked back at him and said "I love you. Thanks for fulfill you promise" she then hold Ady's hand and closed her eyes back. Ady kissed her on the forhead and said "I love you even more. We will always be together. No worries" and get his head back next to Kaira's body.

The doctor came out from Kaira's room and said to the family, "We're sorry. Both of them can't be saved"