Hai so lets get started sementara idea dikepala masih ada or else i'm gonna forget what i wanna write down here.
Ehem. So it's been almost half a year since i went to septechs last 5 months. And yes everything changes. No everything, just that, we got broke up. Yeah, me, and him. Err. Oh ex, mohon terasa.
Not saying that i'm being regret bout what had happened, it just that we don't have jodoh. Eh broken english :O Okay sorry, i still remembered that you'd told me that you afraid i might be changed once i've been in boarding school and i told you that nothing to be afraid of as i'll stay with you no matter what. Sorry for making you disappointed. Seriously, i've no intend to leave you, it just something had happened between us and you know.. I don't wanna talk about it anymore. What past is past.
So this is me swallowing my pride standing.. eh okay dah out of topic. Hm, so what past is past huh? Eh apa ni ulang benda sama.
Now i'm one of septechs student. Impian aku nak masuk asrama since darjah 6 dah tercapai. Yes, dari dulu lagi nak sangat masuk asrama. Tak dapat masuk masa form 1 dulu sedih gila. Hampa. Rasa nak mati, k tu tipu. Tapi bila dah masuk? Aku macam tak bersyukur, melaung nak keluar. Huh
Okay that was before. Now i'll realize i should not behaving like a childish. Merengek call mak nak balik, nak pindah sekolah, nak keluar asrama sampai ambil borang pindah sekolah isi bagai, tinggal nak hantar je. Eh childish nya aku. What so bad about living in hostel? Best apa. Eh kat sini boleh cakap lah rose, cer kalau kau skg kt hostel, apa kau rasa? Pendirian tak tetap mcm ni lah. Heh
Hm tak. I'm the new me, the new rose. Starting from now, i mean tonight, aku janji takkan merengek lagi nak keluar from septech. Dulu, masa mula2 masuk dulu, 16 January 2012, aku dah janji dgn mak abah masuk sini nak belajar rajin2 and aku akan keluar dari septechs dgn result SPM with flying colours, insyaallah.
Maybe post aku for today agak panjang so like do i care, this idea just like popped out into my mind so my job is to write it down and express my feeling to this beloved blog. Heh, hiperbola sungguh. Euw. Ok sambung..
Eh but seriously, apa yg teruk sangat hidup kt asrama ni rose sampai kau meraung sepanjang 5 bulan ni nak balik, menangis dan melalak. Cuba kau ingat balik setiap detik kau menangis just nak balik? Kebudak-budakan. Ok dh byk sgt aku ulang perkataan childish tu. Eh sama je kan? Kebudak-budakan = childish. Ok nonsense
Nak kata peraturan ketat? Hm tudung aku sama je mcm sekolah lama even kt septechs tudung harus MELEBIHI BAHU. Sesunggunhya aku tak ready jadi ustazah, not to say tak nak ikut peraturan but aku nakal. Mmg suka langgar peraturan. Ahaks. Nak ckp takde mamat handsome. Dgr aku ckp sini, my new school tu, septechs, mmg ramai guys yg good looking.
Mula2 masuk mmg aku takde nafsu, takde keinginan, takde what else? K enough. What i'm trying to say here is mmg aku tak usha laki LANGSUNG masa2 mula masuk septechs dulu. And aku rasa mata aku mula liar cari crush kat situ start 2 bulan lepas kot? Start dari tu aku terbukak hati nak cari crush kat sepetchs. Hah. Crush je pung~ Tapi jgn risau, tak kemana pun crush tuh. Buat cuci mata. Al maklumlah, class semua perempuan kan, tak boleh cuci mata dlm class kita cuci mata dlm sekolah. Apakah? -.-
So rose, conclusion nya, kau kena kuat. Pendirian kena tetap to keep on staying in septechs sampai habis SPM next year. Skg dah setengah tahun. Tinggal berapa bulan je lagi before you going to seventeen. So please be matured. Jgn fikir diri sendiri je. Don't be selfish. Okay?
Ye aku nak stop lah ni.
Kbye. Idea dah hilang kalau tak panjang lagi sebenarnya. Eh
