Funny me.

16th of January, a week before my birthday. It's the night during prep. I'm trying to chilling myself with all the people around me helping me. Gave me support. Lend me their shoulders. Heard what i wanna said. Tasya is always next to me. Same goes to others. I was trying to calm down myself listening to mp3. Avoiding myself from playing all those songs related to my condition on that time. But then the next song goes to this song. Yes, a thousand years by Christina Perri. I stayed on that song. Not pressing next. I dont know why i just want to hear this song. It reminds me of him. When we both were watching twilight bout few months ago. There was this song in the movie. And suddenly..... The tears drop without i get to hold it. How funny a song can make people cry. Luckily my friends were there. I hugged them.