What had happened to us seems like nothing happend at all
To him. But me?
I tried make it seems like it never happened.
Sometimes it did work. Sometimes i failed.
They keep telling me to let it go.
To keep moving on.
To forget the past.
I can let it go. And i can try my best to move on.
But to forget the past?
Are they kidding me?
He even said he take it as it never happened. Good then.
But i don't know why i'm feeling like this.
This stupid feeling make me like nahhhh.
I can't even decscribe in words. Nor even writing.
Come on rose.
You guys still like the old you guys.
Us. I mean us. We still like the old us.
Trust yourself. Be confident. Yes!
I saw him at school. Almost everyday. No. Everyday.
But we rarely bumped to each other since our class is quite far. Not too far.
I will never missed my sight from looking at him. Never did. Never will.
Looking at him is one of the reason why i wake up everyday going to school.
I'm glad he still in my sight.
And as he looked me back. I turned my look to other site.
I'm a shy girl somehow. I can't look at him when he was staring at me.
Malu kot. Eh bm tetibe. *garu kepala*
And as i looked at him, my little heart speaks
"can i hug him tightly right now so he will know how much i miss him"
and the other part of my heart said
"just wait until the right time for him to legally be yours. forever yours"
so yes i will wait for that seven years
or even a thousand years i love you for a thousand more. eh
and there's also a tiny part of my heart keep making me jealous
jealous of that certain sweet couple in front of me
hello. we are more sweeter than you guys okay
hm not. fine. not.
but who cares. i'm the only one know how sweet he is.
he even sweeter than romeo and jack the one in the titanic.
he's sweetness only belongs to me. only me.
limited edition punya. aku je boleh dapat.
but i can't lied myself telling that i feel alone when looked at them.
yes i was all alone when they were all having their love right next to them.
and listens to their love story make me like ahhhhhh i wanna... ok i bet you know what i wanna said
some of them asked me "korang dah berapa lama?"
and certain of them said "korang sweet la"
bla bla bla and even jaybee said "aku tengok kau ingat acap, tengok acap ingat kau"
ish apa ni benda muka kiteorg sama ke? hm
so hi you. if you read this i just want you to know that i miss you so much.
i'm not asking for the old us. i just want us to keep hold the same feeling we had even since we fall in love from the first day. you know how much i love you right? and thanks for your love and heart that you left with me. i swear i'm gonna take care of it exactly like my own life. let us be like this. more better i guess. it make no difference. we still like the old us. just sometimes we don't. ok ignore that. Forever love you acapap. Eh. John. Eh neo. Eh monyet. Yes monyet.
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